Summer ending always feels like leaving,
A hollowness well aware of currently being drained
A yearning for a false past and yada yada…
Nostalgia doesn’t pay the rent,
The fucker,
Kick her out
All her checks would bounce anyways
And she makes you use bad metaphors
There’s an urge to go walk the cool night air,
As if I will discover a group of lost friends around a fire
In some mysterious backyard
Or fall into a canoe and ride it deep onto the lake
And look at those brilliant specks in the sky
And try to convince yourself of a sublime experience
Street lights and porch chatter don’t cut it,
They don’t.
I don’t want this blind speculation,
To fill this hole with a hollow object.
Even though it does,
It does
Help.
I can find beauty in anything,
And an adventure, no matter how small,
Can be a cure overall.
But it shouldn’t
It shouldn’t.
Why not?
Imagine a dog.
Give it meat,
But it’s not meat,
But to the dog,
It tastes like meat
Smells like it,
Looks like it,
Does the same thing to the body that meat does,
But it’s not meat,
It’s plastic,
Perfect
Scientific
Plastic
The only thing that makes it not meat,
Is that it’s not meat.
But the dog can’t tell
And it don’t matter
Does it matter?
Yes,
Because it’s not meat.
Extrapolate this to humans.
Google Puntam’s Twin Earth
So,
This feeling of ending.
This wanting
This cure.
Where is the meat?
And does it even matter?
If it ain’t in the head then where could it be?
And how do I find it.